That dark shadow that is cast upon us.
Soon, we will be helpless, traumatized victims and there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
It's one more year till we graduate.
Soon, we will have to split our ways and everyone will have to walk according to their own path, their future unknown. We will meet new acquaintance and we can safely put our Secondary years into the back of our head, where we will reminisce and treasure it.
Looking back, I realise how much I have grown. Not only physically but also mentally.
From a small little baby
To a small little kiddo.
And then to a child.
And my first graduation
And then that's primary school.
And then that was Secondary One.
Progressing another level, that was Secondary Two.
And that's the current me.
It's pretty interesting to note that when I was in Secondary One I looked completely like a nerd ass retard and at Secondary Two I looked like Sonic the Hedgehog and now Secondary Three I look like the future superstar you'll see on TV :D
And if you observe carefully, NCC (Land) guys blooms during Secondary 3.
Oh well. Progressing from a kid to the adolescence stage isn't that easy anyway.
Of course, there were tiny weeny crushes along the way and there were gigantic I-can't-forget-you crushes. Life isn't a bed of roses after all.
There were hurts, there were times of happiness, there were times of loneliness.
Yup. The egotistical guy you see now isn't born with such a magnificent ego. He was shaped this way.
The painful side of the relationships began to mould him from a typical common nice guy who would suck up to girls' asses into a guy who began to become more like a man.
For example, you can see how desperate I am in the past,
Omgash. That's so unlike what a guy should do. Of course. I got painfully dumped in the end anyway.
It was painful at first, but now at least I learnt a painful lesson. And in times of such despair I have only one person to thank, although he probably won't know who I am anyway.
He's the mentor who guided me out of this trouble, and no, he isn't God.
He's the one who made me see my full potential.
He's the one who made me another person.
And I used to listen to emo songs like
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
That this world is a beautiful
Accident turbulent suculent
Opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby
Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
And then I'll be going into depression.
But not now anymore!
I'd listen to Good Charlotte and Simple Plan songs and laugh at the emo lyrics because it makes them look so desperate.
And now I'd prefer to listen to songs that are well err, less depressive :)
Verse 1
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
Verse 2
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
CHORUS
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
Verse 3
I used to write your name
And put it in my frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
Verse 4
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
CHORUS
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
BRIDGE
Oh pretty boy (x3)
Say you love me too
CHORUS
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay, ooo right beside you.
PS: Thanks to Rachew (HEHE) for introducing the song!
MUAHAHAHAHA. Introducing to you: My self edited Pinnochio RACHEL! (I bet she's gonna Grr again)
Till then,
Leon Hydroxide! (:
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