hey blog. today was an unlucky day for me. first, was picked on by Lena Poh because she say i made my payment for the stupid compulsary o level ten years series book in front of the whole class and now i'm broke. second, i was picked on by Mr Tan Keyhole for making the chemical overflow during a science pratical assessment. third, i had to stay back for NCC test and i was told to bring my full uniform which in the end we didn't use. fourth, on the way back our bus broke down.. great. fifth, tomorrow's talentsearch and i have no freaking confidence in me. shucks. thanks to all who wished me good luck, hoo! :)
you can never trust anyone in this world. never, be it small things like how much money you owe or how pretty you find a girl is to highly confidential secrets like whether the next world extermination programme by some sadist is going to happen. you can say to trust someone you need to have faith in him but i have already lost faith in mankind. this faith was slowly destroyed by the backstabbing, playing and lying that inflicted to me. call me emotionally unstable, i do not deny. i had a great clique. had. probably it wouldn't exist in my mind as a "great clique" anymore, it just feels akward. akward. i would like to thank Melson and Sabrina. you guys are great.. especially Sabrina whom tolerated my nonsensical rubbish that i was giving her when i was in a state of anger and confusion. thank you. thanks to Melson for giving me some thoughts also.. oh yeah, not to forget Donna my boyfriend, LOL! thank you for caring even though you didn't even know what happened. (: thanks to Imee for all the past questions on "are you okay?". thank you. thanks for reading the entry of an average Joe.. peace out.
today's a school holiday for our school due to the election day. i hope the government would have more elections so that we would have more holiday to take a rejuvenating break from the grinding daily routine in school. anyway, woke up very late today, like around 2 o clock and i got a nice greeting from Kenneth, asking me to go out to watch movie. I rejected of course, due to the lazy bum i have. had follow up later and then met up with Mel, Jenn, Sab at Bedok hawkers to eat. Okay. that's about today. just wanna tell you guys about Talentsearch. it would be on next Wednesday, during assembly (the first round of Talentsearch). I would be performing dance (solo) and the music i'm dancing to is of Techno genre (not surprising, eh) and it would be 2 songs. please support! thanks :) by the way.. check out Shi Xiang's blog (under my links). he's post are very good and nice to read. has a deep meaning about life (sounds confusing, i know).
ah blog. i shall blog down the happenings that i ought to blog the days before. just waited untill this day as i would have fully get back my papers. just before i announce my results, i would like to say something: Mum, if you are reading this, PLEASE DO NOT nag me about my exams. just treat it as nothing happened or else I would lock my blog up and change link address. here are my results (full of ups and downs):
English: 62.18/100
i was hoping to do well because i scored well for comprehension and summary but my composition pulled me down. shouldn't have wrote about that point if i'm not confident of it. shucks
Geography 82.13/100
yeah. was very surprised as i saw my results because i didn't expect it too be so good considering the fact that i studied very little for it
Combined Humanities 56.67/100
totally sucked. i'm not using it as L1R5 anyway, so well.. uh.. i don't really mind.
Chemistry 67/100
disappointed is the best abjective to describe this. crap, i studied this subject the most (like 5 times) and i was confident i could get distinction but perhaps time management pulled me down. Mr Tan was disappointed too. blah. gotta manage my time better.
Physics 81/100
way sexy. i didn't expect my results to be so good either. i thought i would be just scoring an average distinction. thank God. whew.
A Maths 85.5/100
my best subject so far.. and the results has proved it true. happy that i got such a high marks.
E Maths 77/100
aw. i expected 80+ but well.. carelessness kills the Leon. lots of careless mistakes and the idiot graph pulled me down LOTS.
Chinese 40/100
BAH. IDIOT SUBJECT. English rocks, Chinese Rots. and Mum, if your reading this, don't bother finding tuition teachers because I have no DRIVE to study this IDIOTIC subject. you'll just be paying money to idiots who sit there for 1 and a half hour tolerating my attitude. also, you'll just make me hate chinese worse. so, don't bother. seriously. let it rot. i'm not even using it for admission to JC. i'll just try to get D7 for it so that i could enter a JC.
Overall percentage: 68.935%
L1R5: 11
friends are just temporary. you'll never find a permanent friend that will stick beside you and root for you every time. everyone has a selfish motive. everyone does things that has a benefit to them. if you found a friend that will stick and support you all the time, its either the person has a crush on you or rather the person is a one in a million. blah. i've known this guy from primary school and at that time we were close. we used to take bus home together and play with each other. as time pass, the friendship just wilt and now we are like complete strangers. peace out.
hello blog. today is 14 of may, which is mother's day. dear mother has been complaining about my lack of love and concern for her but i decided to write a love letter (yes, a public one) to dear mummy on this very significant day.
dear mum,
thank you for all the hard work and effort that you have put in into bringing me up. i know it has been hard on you , balancing between work and family and you don't even have time for enjoyment (always on the phone talking about business). although i resented the past ways you treated me (force me to learn spelling, caning when i do something wrong, write lines as punishment, force me to read chinese newsletter every weekend, get chinese tutor for me), it all sum up to the phrase "it's all for your own good." i want to let you know that no matter how evil or cold i may seem on the outside, i cherish you for the fact that you have been the most loving and understandable person on planet Earth. i also want to thank you for the fact that you trust me and let me go out until late, although you worry for me greatly. i want to apologize for the fact that i have been disappointing you during lower secondary with my incompetent results and horrendous attitude. however, i have changed for the better and i want to do what the bibles says in one of the ten commandments: Exodus 20:12 "Honor your father and your mother that your days may be long upon the land which the Lord your God is giving you." love you and wish you a happy mother day!
with love, Leon your son! :)
okay. shall blog about saturday (which is yesterday. i just came home man). had service in the afternoon and after service had to rush to east coast long beach to celebrate happy mother day. had a good feast (although cruel) including crab, lobster, fish, hor fun and longan dessert. after that scumptious dinner, went to Katong Shopping Centre for two bowling games. was doing quite badly though. sigh. anyway, had to rush halfway to east coast macdonalds to meet * and - (names i wouldn't reveal) to see stars! (leon seeings stars on a saturday night. believe it or not o.o) however, the sky was too cloudy so there wasn't much stars to see so instead we decided to stay untill sun rise, which we also cannot see because the sun was rising from another location. however, had lots of talk during the wait so it's not a wasted wait. :) i'm surviving on doses of coffee and tea for 21 hours without sleep man. xD going swimming later. hope i don't drown! ;)
just one kiss on my lips
was all it took to seal the future
just one look frm your eyes
was like a certain kind of torture
once upon a time
there was a boy and there was a girl
just one touch from your hand
was all it took to make me falter
forbidden love, are we suppose to be together
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, we save our destiny forever
forbidden love, forbidden love
just one smile on your face
was all it took to change my fortune
just one word from your mouth
was all i needed to be certain
once upon a time
there was a boy and there was a girl
hearts that intertwine
they lived in a different kind of world
forbidden love, are we suppose to be together
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, we save our destiny forever
forbidden love, forbidden love
just one kiss, just one touch, just one look
forbidden love, are we suppose to be together
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, we save our destiny forever
forbidden love, are we supposed to be together?
forbidden love, are we suppose to be together
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, we save our destiny forever
forbidden love, forbidden love, are we suppose to be together
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, we save our destiny forever
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, are we suppose to be together
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, are we suppose to be together
forbidden love, forbidden love
forbidden love, we save our destiny forever
forbidden love, forbidden love
yo blog. exams were over yesterday. didn't felt any happiness but of course i went on a playing/entertainment spree. after those wretched SPA exams in school, went out with Lemuel , Jennifer, Fang Lynn and Squirrel Sab to watch movies at Cineleisure. we watched Mission Impossible 3. It was a really good thrilling show and the gadgets used inside were so cool (eg: mask disguise carver and a bible that can hide a ray receiver). the plot is very interesting too but however, i rate it 4 out of 5 because the movie didn't tell us what is rabbit foot used for =.= (perhaps they'll continue with MI4). after a short toilet break, we watched our second movie, Poseidon. it was really good too, very thrilling but kind of sad because people died in that freaking ship (turned over by a big mega tidal wave). i won't review the plot so there won't be any spoilers. but it was truely worth our money. (: now i'm currently working on my warcraft map.. oh, the stressful programming and stuff.. i hope one day it'll become as famous as DotA :)
cuckoo! hi blog, leon's back to blog again. today was kicked off by leon being super duper drowsy as he studied for his tomorrow Additional Mathematics test. played ENFO with Biondi bear which ended up quite gay. later, had to stone in my aunt's house as we (my family) waited till the night for grandmother's birthday dinner. i stoned there too as i stared into the television there while waiting for dishes to be served. boring day. however, I managed to persuade mum to buy I not stupid 2 VCD so i can watch it over and over again :D and guess what, i'm still waiting for my 512 RAM from Belkor. give me back my RAM so i can play BF2, damn it.
ways to be a good-civilians-disliked ah beng:
- first, get a bad punk hairstyle (eg. long fringe/back, spikey, dyed other colors except black)
- then, get as many piercings as possible on your ear, chin, nose, belly or you may even try your eyeball if you wanna be that "macho"
- secondly, try and smoke as much as possible until your lung turns black, brain grow tumor, arteries filled with toxic, nails grow yellow and teeth starts to rot (:
- thirdly, brush up your hokkien untill it becomes your mother tongue and your commonly used language.
- fifth, try to walk about in the street like your grandfather owned the road and your the big shot of the street
- sixth, tilt your head 45 degree to the right upwards as you walk
- seventh , be hot tempered and try to include vulgarities in every sentence
- eighth, go get owned in a LAN shop but whack/scold the person who owned you after the game and threaten to kill him
- ninth, be accustomed to the fact that Changi Prison is your second home which provides you free food and lodging
- tenth, train your buttocks muscle so that the pain you receive from the rattan wouldn't be that much.
and there you have it, a Singaporean own made ah beng. ;)
yo blog! today had chinese paper one and social studies paper. i used my sister's electronic chinese dictionary for the paper and it is really good. creative rocks (: but i rotted like hell in social studies paper. i do know the answers but i do not have the confidence to score well. ah. not using combined humanities as L1R5 anyway. after exams, went to LAN and played untill 4. was supposed to go watch movie with jenn and her friends with mel and lem but then we decided to go play LAN (evil :P). lem taught me a very good thing today, that is when you are cycling, you should adjust your seat height such that when you paddle, your leg doesn't go as high as 90 degree as it is very tiring. it proved true when i cruised with my babe , Regine, on a 3:6(left gear:right gear) ratio free handed. it wasn't very tiring. cruised around tampines and then around pasir ris park free handed for like 2 hour. whew. my leg was turning into petroleum jelly. when i got home i washed dirty Regine with my sister help (as usual, the little assistant) and then we washed her Benedict. Ahh.. that's about today. i actually managed to finally leave my computer and get a touch with the outside world
hey blog. today i took my geography core paper. it was relatively easy. i think i'll score A1 but i can't count my chickens before they hatch yet. after the exams, I went to Gamers Inc with melson , shi xiang , yexi and kenny. when we entered the shop, someone jio-ed us for a 5v5 DotA match. so we were like okay because if we play among ourself we have to play 2v3. the game kicked off with me using Nevermore (much regrets), Melson with his QoP, yexi with Razor, kenny with Dwarven Sniper and Shi Xiang with Death Prophet. actually, before we started the game, shi xiang asked me to play lich but i didn't. it was a bad, bad mistake. they chose CM, Lich, SK (sand king), SA and Chen. now that's gay, 3 slow and 2 stunner (including frostbite). we lost , of course, tacticfully. i wanted to go and shake their hands after defeat as Melson don't feel like playing any more but things went rong. the CM, who was the host (an ex st pat), started saying TK sucks. now for some God know what reason , i retaliated and talked back of course. but he wasn't happy (well all gangsters have hot tempers) and started to scold all those "cb nb knn f*ck you". then of course i scolded back too. and then his teamate started saying that he was the head of some hokkien gang.. and of course i was intimidated and i backed off.. the game ended and we had to make payment (me and melson and shi xiang). i was afraid though.. because that guy sits at the entrance. the payment counter was at the entrace and he started asking us who was that guy who scolded him and we all kept quiet then he started scolding us vulgarities in hokkien (well, gangsters mother tongue = hokkien). however, the shop keeper was very nice and he defended us. we quickly made our payment and left. i was extremely angry at that time but now i am glad that i did not do anything rash because the triads are not to be messed around with (actually i wonder are they really from a gang? no tattoo, no piercings..) .. anyway after LAN went out to eat at siglap with Melson, Sabrina, Celine and Grace. that's all for today.
UPDATE:
really sexy post made by Shi Xiang
had a long day? was it tiring? yes i believe you are tired. examinations are here? stressed out and your hair is dropping off? just bear with it. memorising heavy content subjects like geography? don't worry.. all these hard work will come to pay off.. and you can enjoy after the examinations! relaxation! entertainment! but.. have you got any programmes after examinations yet? hmm... you said no? have you seen rain that is red in color before? nope? strange? yeah i find it strange too.. but it's coming. thats right.. ITS COMING!
the gospel rock band is here! never been to a concert? thinking that christianity is dull and boring? no! come and experience the excitement and fun you'll hardly find once in a lifetime! (and its good too) ;) click on the picture to link to their website and if you are really interested, tag or contact me! (although i won't be going due to project work but i can arrange for you the tickets and stuff)
here are my realistic (finally) targets for mid years!
English - B3 (by a stroke of luck i might get it)
Chemistry - A1 (with tan kee hoe teachings, if i dont get that he will shove gavin up my ass)
Physics - A1 (i am confident i would get A1 and i must really thank Hizam for lending me calculator or else i might get A2 or something)
E Maths - A2 (yes.. i think the E is tougher than the A)
A Maths - A1 (surds and logs! so tasty! must get A1. or else hari kiri)
Geography - A1 (+++ bonus with tioman trip. heavy content paper. must memorise but i can do it.)
Combined Humanities - B3 (i have low confidence for my history lol. will depend on my social studies)
Chinese - ? (whatever it is, i'm just relieved i don't have to study for this paper :] )
few more days to go before i can carry out my DotA overnight spree. ;)
what is my mother problem. she thinks i get onto the computer too much. mothers are like this. always nagging and worrying for our freaking studies. well well well, my mum asked me to study 4 hours before i can switch on my computer and i tell you 4 hours is living torture. i do not comprehend why she has to ask me to study when i already studied. parents are like that. they thing they can help their children by asking them to study but no. they will only make their children backfire because studying sucks. tsk. typical singaporean 'kia-su' behaviour. despising it. hate it.
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