when i was young, i was very emotional. things like mum leaving house to work will cause young leon to cry. horror movies would cause me to cower in my room. when i had my first girlfriend, i was very emotional about it. i treated every moment spent with her like precious diamond fragments being used in an hourglass. when she talked to someone of the opposite sex, i would get very jealous. it's like my heart being pricked. when we broke up, it was like the end of the world. perhaps these were the reasons that contributed to my email address. however, when i grew older, things change. my heart seem to stone. i would laugh at horror movies and i wouldn't even bother about whose in the freaking house. when i had my second girlfriend, i found that it's quite a waste of time (sorry to you if your reading it). i wasn't even upset over the break up. and now, let me give you a scenario.
your girlfriend calls you up and tell you that her good friend of the opposite sex hugged and kissed her but she was too strong to resist it. she was very angry though.
what's your first reaction? blast vulgarities over the phone? or poke your heart with a thousand needles? perhaps that's for you. but not for me. i felt, nothing. NOTHING. something's wrong with me. i didn't feel any anger or jealousy. perhaps the continuous mind psycho of "do not be too possessive" made me too open minded. sigh. life, full of hopes, have times of depression and agony too.
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