dear readers.
first of all, i want to thank some special people who have been with me when i have problems and also tolerated my pessimistic side.
these people are :
Melson - my best friend. who've been with me and although he's sometimes too lame, he's nice and supported me through troubled times. thank you.
Lemuel - my best friend as well (2 best friends for me =P). even as his eyebags attracts girls, he stills spends time to find out about my affairs and try to help me. thank you. and i'm sorry for that i've made you angry time and time before when i was in a bad mood. Sorry.
Shi Xiang - i scolded you terribly once. i am terribly terribly sorry and i hope you'll forgive me. although shi xiang has sexy gums (this's a compliment!) , he never fails to confort me in times of trouble.
Shaun - HEHE. my ass biatch! (no offence) although i don't hang out with him during recess, he stills cares about me. and even though he has troubles in his own life, he still cared about my troubles. thank you bro. thank you.
Zackary - The guy with that retarded Tan Kee Hoe accent! HEHE. "Repeat after me, zackareh-". the guy who i can relate my problems to. the guy who says "wtf" when he felt that things were unfair for me. thank you! :)
Wan Fong - meh meh sheep! oh my fong. knew her during cohort camp. one of the girls who will comfort me and read my blog when i do that "sign-in-and-out-stress-relieving-activity". thank you for your concerns. God bless you! ;)
Imee - Didn't know you much until lena's poh e-learning lesson. like wan fong, you have conforted me and tried to give advice when i had troubles coming in my way. and i'm also very grateful to the short and sweet prayer you prayed for me! HEHE. thank you, imee.
Jasmine - Love you, sis (not real sis). Although sometimes can be unknowingly irritating (no offence!) , you have cared about the things that have been going recently in my life and even talked to me for quite a long period. i know your concern. i'm greatly touched by that. thank you very much, sis. ;)
Lenny - Lenny the man. HEHE. The one who have been bugging me about "what happen to you" and the one who always get me free mashed potato and even chicken cutlet (THANKS. HEHE). the one who's concern about my affairs. thank you, and i want to let you know i love you. don't be put down by people words. you are priceless.
Althea - The forever-cannot-switch-off-radio! Although you talk so much but i am greatly touched at the fact that you are concern about my matters ya, the one who felt so much anger when you read my blog. don't be angry over my matters , it's not worth it. live your life happy. thank you and may Sheng Yang and you be together, forever! HEHE.
Abygail - i have never seen you sad before, but i have seen your sleepy faces in class. that's good, as a smile brightens up the day of the people around you. you told me to smile. you told me to positive. i will, because you took the effort to read about my life. thank you abby, thank you.
Fang Lynn - You will be there for me, right? I'm certain. I believe that you are a good friend. I have never seen your tears, but i have seen your countless smile. Your smile is good enough to brighten up everyone's day. When troubles come, don't feel down. I'll be there for you. thank you.
Alexandria - You talked to me today. you were concern about me and you even gave your heart to me (not love, don't misunderstand, readers.) . i want to thank you for being someone whom i can share my troubles freely with and understand my feelings. thank you , alex, so much. and i also want to say that, you should never be put down by negative comments, because your priceless. thank you.
Chang Sheng - Bro, i'm touched by the fact that you read my blog (HEHE.) . if you would change by being less rash and scold less vulgar, i believe, you will be a great man. really. i thank you for your concern about my life. thank you bro. peace. :)
okay, that's a long chunk of thank you words filled with much gratitude. now i need to thank 2 really special people:
Jing Han - Thank you jingy, thank you. you've been with me when im having troubles and when i'm feeling down. your smiles brightened up my days and i can't believe i made you upset and cry. i'm really sorry. i know, i was being a little insensitive when i wrote the letter, knowing that you are fragile. but i had to write it, to make you change for the better. after CCA, i wanted to talk you, but you were with amirul. it's good that you can relate your troubles to a good listener (unlike me). i know that the letter i wrote might cause you to feel lousy. but don't. you are a good girl, only with some flaws. no one in this world is perfect. like me, i have my own very flaws too. and i believe that everyone should be given a chance to change. perhaps i might have wronged you in the letter. if that is really the case, i'm really sorry and i seek for your forgiveness. as i remember about the things you did for me, i really thank you, my dear. and i want to let you know that i still, love you. yes, i love you.
Victoria (TKG) - I saw you today outside pizza hut. it brings back old memories when we were still friends. i thank you, victoria, for being such a great friend. truly. and as i think back, i regret at the fact that i have irritated you so much. i know. i was being a pest. i'm really sorry. i seek your forgiveness. you have made me change. you are a good woman. i believe you'll have a great future. i thank you for the times we spent. i thank you for the fact that you gave me a chance to know such a great person by not rejecting the accidental contact adding. thank you. God bless you, victoria.
and to the dear readers , whether or not if your in the list, here's my big thank you for you all:
i know that everyone here has a busy schedule. you guys have also things and problems to deal with in your very own life but you spent a portion of your time to actually read about my life. i'm really touched by that. whether you did it out of boredom or to find out about me, i thank you. i am sure your futures will be great. you'll live great, eat great, wear great, because you guys are great people
her mum knows about us.
her mum is desperate for her to get a GOOD boyfriend.
her mum arranged a blind date for her.
her blind date.
rich.
chaffeured.
clever.
tanned.
sporty.
civilised.
tall.
strong.
they know each other for sometime now.
her mum wants her to get together with him.
her mum was angry that she was with me.
her mum confiscated her phone.
her mum imposed a curfew.
her mum asked her blind date to come to her house every day.
to prevent me from going there.
her mum calls to check whether she's in home every few minutes.
her dad approves of me.
her dad supports her.
the blind date.
he have to be with her every day after school.
he stays overnight in her house and go to school the next day.
he goes to her room and sits on her bed.
he checks her MSN conversation.
he likes her.
she doesn't like him.
he did something awful today.
he waited at her house door for her.
she opened the door.
he kissed and hugged her for a long time.
she couldn't push him away.
she was angry.
and all he needed to say was sorry.
my Lord, is there any justice?
i'm disadvantaged.
i'm inferior.
i'm.
poor.
stupid.
short.
not good at sports.
sometimes too quiet.
sigh. i feel lousy. never mind. world ends in 6 years time. judgement . revelations. second coming. Hallehlujah.
when i was young, i was very emotional. things like mum leaving house to work will cause young leon to cry. horror movies would cause me to cower in my room. when i had my first girlfriend, i was very emotional about it. i treated every moment spent with her like precious diamond fragments being used in an hourglass. when she talked to someone of the opposite sex, i would get very jealous. it's like my heart being pricked. when we broke up, it was like the end of the world. perhaps these were the reasons that contributed to my email address. however, when i grew older, things change. my heart seem to stone. i would laugh at horror movies and i wouldn't even bother about whose in the freaking house. when i had my second girlfriend, i found that it's quite a waste of time (sorry to you if your reading it). i wasn't even upset over the break up. and now, let me give you a scenario.
your girlfriend calls you up and tell you that her good friend of the opposite sex hugged and kissed her but she was too strong to resist it. she was very angry though.
what's your first reaction? blast vulgarities over the phone? or poke your heart with a thousand needles? perhaps that's for you. but not for me. i felt, nothing. NOTHING. something's wrong with me. i didn't feel any anger or jealousy. perhaps the continuous mind psycho of "do not be too possessive" made me too open minded. sigh. life, full of hopes, have times of depression and agony too.
yo blog. been out for the whole bloody week, which was actually a March holiday? that's right. in Singapore's stressful education system, staying in school during HOLIDAYS are nothing to commote about. spastic and irony.
spent my monday and tuesday at school attending a video editing course with melson and lemuel, my two closest friends. the course lasted long hours but it was worth our time , considering the fact that we recieved a certificate that we can use to apply for jobs HEHE. and we produced a short 2 minute clips that was considered quite well done because it's so retarded-ly funny. too bad i can't show it in my blog considering the enormous file size (40MB).
wednesday was the start of my NCC camp, the leadership training camp. the first day started quite bad, and i showed attitude to my seniors. yes, i must admit, it has been quite foolish of me. perhaps it was a moment of anger. i didn't think of how my senior felt when i scolded him "no life". anyway, the first day was filled up with boring lectures and games. no bathing and i had a tough time sleeping because kenny, vishal, chang sheng and vikrant been talking all night. second day was a bit better. also filled with games and lectures. but i didn't show attitude, though. watched black hawk down at night. slept quite late but had a good uninterrupted sleep. third day was the day i've been waiting for. breaking of camp. before we broke camp, i was called out to have a "torture session" by my seniors, where a lot of seniors would surround me and start scolding me, without failing to use vulgarities. i didn't cry though. HEHE.
friday. break camp. after my camp, rushed home to bath and then rushed out to go meet up with jingy jing and hwee san to go for the campfire. girl guide's campfire. we were early. so we went to day and night to talk talk , where i also bought some pringles for the sea boys , who were in camp. HEHE. went to school later for the campfire, where we coincidently met kah chee. and we went to school together. at school, i gave melon boy the pringles and me, lemuel, nikki and kah chee went to the hall to practice PDS with some retarded sticks. later during the campfire, although it was quite boring, they kindly included a "dancing" session, where volunteers are blindfolded and had to dance to the music. i participated. won. HEHE. prize was a box of cookie.chicken flavoured.
saturday. synergize. woke up early, did my homework and talked to my jingy jing. plan was to met up with her and louissa at bugis platform at 5. jingy was wearing a yellow sleeveless top, jeans skirt. gorgeous. and of course, louissa still looked skinny. skinnier then me i guess. ): went to balestier and took a chartered bus to bethel assembly of God. somehow i didn't find the youth conference nice, because the lyrics of the worship song seems to cock up sometimes. hehe. the sermon sent lots of people to sleep, excluding me. :P the conference ended late, like, 11.00pm. we weren't farmiliar with the surroundings there so me, jingy and shawn POON :p shared a cab home. accidently stepped jingy leg. woops. i miss kui hong (whatever you spell it), who looks like lemuel. tall, eyebags, dao. and no i'm not homo.
all right. i'm tired from typing this long post. got lots of bloody homework piled up for me to do. freaking school. so, yup. cya. have a nice day, my lovely readers. (:
hello blog, i went to mel's church today. woke up at like around 10am and jingy told me she was at tampines interchange , waiting to go to pulau ubin. so i was like okay, give me a few minutes i eat my prata and i rush there and yup. i met with her and saw louisa (skinny , like me HEHE) and michelle (that looks like TKG victoria , really!). yup. and then i waited for one hour because i was early one hour from the meeting time. i was supposed to meet mel at 11.30 at the mrt station. anyway, i went challenger to take a look around and stuff. wanted to go to tampines mall to check out handphones but i didn't have enough time so.. well. okay then later i met up with mel and we went to heart of God church. it was really good. compact. the feeling of friendliness was around. a good change from cornerstone. and the auditorium i must say, it was really cool. funkay chairs, nice foggy effect, cool looking spotlights. and the pastor was cool too, i meant the way she preached. yup. after that i went to lan with melson, and it was filled with people so we went home. oh and we saw lynette and her boyfriend there too.
hi blog. just woke up.i slept like 7 hours from 3 and woke up at 10pm, skipping lunch and dinner. lol. hibernating you call it? nah. was too tired from sec 2 cohort campfirst day of cohort camp was quite fun, although quite horrible. lol. we were first assigned to our respective roles (the student leaders) and i was paired up with jing han.trickery of some sort? lol. anyway, we were also the tent pitching ic (which went horribly bad on the first day :p). okay. we got secondary 2E. at first, it felt so..horrible, because of marcus and kenneth. they were giving the class an "evil" image. anyway, they weren't enthusiastic on the first day. hehe. but things will get better.okay. then they arrived at tuas. and they were like wow. hey, the campsite is much better than serimbun. then we went to pitch tents , which went horriblywrong because the secondary two were waiting for very long because of some miscommunication. okay after much hours of waiting the tents were finally pitched up.after pitching we had lunch, which was mess tin cooking. boring shit.okay after lunch we went for rafting, which 2E spent 30 minutes to build the raft but finally it finishedbut when it went into the water it broke down. oh well. after rafting was team building games in the carpark. gee. i hate the carpark. boring atmosphere.we had team building games but as usual the unenthusiasm puts people off. seriously. anyway after team building games we had kayaking , which is fun, everyonewas getting wet after that. haha. i was partnering donna in the double kayak and we went to get lost sheeps that went out of the way, heh. anyway gavin cousinis such a pervert. he was looking at jing han's bra. wtf. sick right. anyway. after kayaking was dinner. and good food as well. after dinner was the worst session ever- the song session. which abby and nicholas was the in charge. very poor thing. they had a tough time leading the unenthusiastic secondary two. haha. and we theleaders had to act enthusiastic to bring the enthu bug to the people but we failed. but i love the shark song the trainer sang. shark attack lalala. lol. okay aftersong session was, the blindman trail. which me and jingy didn't go because we had to continue to lead song session for the 2nd half of the cohort. after song sessionwas supper and debrief and then after that was shower , which cock up again because of some miscommunication (as usual). and then lights out at 1.30 but howeverwe the leaders had to sleep at 2.30. zz. four hour of sleep that is retarded. can't get enough energy. and we slept in the carpark too. haha. okay day two. woke up,had a shower. today was a better day. after breakfast was camp craft, which was SUPER boring. because there are guys like marcus . HA. irritating :p . anywaylater we had rock climbing and i was the billayer. and once i flew because the climber was heavy. 60+ kg. literally flew. lol. the anchorman (woman, actually) wasn'tholding my harness tight. so, well. lol. after rock climbing was low ropes. surprisingly the mosquitoes in the little woods are gone. we did some obstacles of low ropesand then there was this time kenneth was really pushing me to the limit.seriously, i wanted to whack him untill he can't even crawl. but i didn't. i scolded him instead,without using vulgarities though. anyway after low ropes was lunch? and after lunch was terrible. urban challenge. a gay activity. where we walked around tuas for hoursto complete different tasks. okay, much like ncc's night topography. lol. after the urban challenge we had camp preparation. obviously they were tired. i meant theclass we ( me jingy donna lenny) took. 2E. i was angry, because we asked them to get together to discuss. no reply. no move. shack. so i scolded them. i blasted my anger at them. perhaps i was too fierce. that i regretted. but it gave me a sense of relief. i said my piece of my mind. at least they got better. anyway, aftermy scolding, lenny decided that we let them do the hokey pokey dance for the campfire performance. heh, which was okay, because they had no ideas. after preparationwas dinner, which was good food though. and i started to eat without utensils (like the malays) lol. and jingy's cramp died away i guess. after dinner was the mainthing of this camp. the campfire. it was total bullshit compared to last year. really unenthusiastic. much of the cheers and stuff we did in the campfire was from the student leaders. don't know why. perhaps the secondary two came with a different mindset this time round. not that i'm blaming them. it's just that i felt, disappointed.oh anyway, i keep on mentioning xiao jia in the camp because that's one of the name i kept remembering in the year book. don't know why. another name was berlinda and i kept asking people who was xiao jia lol. okay after campfire, shower,debrief, lights out. this time the guy leaders slept in the children room whilethe female leaders slept in the gymnastic rooms. both had FREEZING temperature. gee, my only source of warmth was from my thin blanket. and it was wet. bah.third day, final day. unpitching of tents, packing up , area cleaning and we were off back to school. anyway, navin had a serious broke down because of the classhe was in charge of. they were pure evil (the guys). of course, with Japesh and his group of (insert racist abjectives here) friends, what do you think? and the studentleaders had some fun doing the banja (bangla HEHE) dance when we arrived in school. then we wanted to go to eat. but poor jingy's mum cooked lunch for her soshe couldn't go. the leaders all were pushing me to walk jingy home , which i didn't do until they board the bus. i walked her home but then she walked me back tothe bus stop lol. ended up walking back and forth. but it was okay (: and i came back home and slept like a log. okay so overall this camp made me disappointed,angry, but at the same time happy because of some reasons and that 2E was quite bonded already. rock on 2E'06. God blesses you all. (:
uploaded my drawings. done them on the cardboard of fullscap paper stacks and one on a4 paper. all reflects on christianity. the "sinners" series reflects on the way people behave without knowing Jesus. due to the size, photobucket seriously degraded the size. therefore the quality is difficult to see. sorry ya. (: enjoy.
HI. i'm back from BOOT CAMP (not really)! nah, i just came back from cca leadership camp and took a soothing long bath. anyway, this camp is the ONLY camp that makes me feel that it is WORTH my time. okay first day, the congregation travelled to raffles marina, which is at tuas. and so it came to be that i was in this team named Xtreme (we named it ourselves) and the shortform is x3m (thanks nicholas for your GREAT IDEAS HEHE). Raffles Marina is a very nice place. the secondary two students are seriously fortunate to camp at this place. although i would prefer good ole' serimbun (i don't know how to spell it) where there's nature rumble! :D okay so this is my team members (great people):
x3m
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Leon
Vanessa
Jolene
Qing Shan
See Hiang
Yu Chen
Donna
Wan Fong
Abygail
Guo Xi
Nicholas
Poh Heng
Wei Jie
Timothy
Peng Jin
Nandeesh
Supanee
Wai Kit
Syariff
Terrence
and some others (whom i forgot .. sorry)
and there it was. the people who made up uber x3m.
and then we designed a banner for ourself, bordered with the names of the members and in the smack middle there's a BIG x3m with a trademark to the power of two that symbolizes TAN MUI MUI. okay. after that was some talking and stuff. then it was lunch and then we had rock climbing. due to the constraint of times i didn't get the chance! oh well. nevermind. seems tough though because of the structure. anyway after that is some boring activity where we learn this.. rope crafting thing in a carpark taught by Nandeesh, Nicholas etc (thanks). yup. i know nothing about knots though. and then we had to learn topography after that but then we didn't because we were almost bored to the brink of death but we were pumped up by cracking our heads like some hard nut when Nicholas and Trainer Ismail striked us with some few brainstorming riddles. after that is some boring wash up where we entered the toilet and found that it is so posh, there is aircon and even sofa in the toilet! oh my DJIE. ok after that we had dinner. where i kept babbling to jolene about how dirty the food might be so that she will lose her appetite. HEHE. bon appetite! okay after dinner we went to the Aerobatics room in a gym where there are pictures of mascular men (future of Kenny) all around. the trainers then brief us about the sport leader theory as we sat there bored looking at the 50 slides (no joke). then jing han passed me a note which i accidently lost it but then found it later. (woops! pai seh.) okay after that we went for some supper and as usual x3m likes to bomb people and we bomb here bomb there bomb bomb bomb. and sooner or later , before we knew it, we were in the tents and lights were out. however, at 3am in the morning, the primary 5 students from wellington primary school (their tents were beside ours) woke up and started talking about pokemon and shit like that. then more and more people woke up and generate some much noise that i woke up in anger and scolded the hell out of them. but the fear striked in them only lasted for 30 seconds. bloody kids. so frustrated, i only had a few hours of sleep. next day after breakfast , we went to kayak, where it was quite fun because it was muddy and wet. and after kayaking were some boring lectures about low rope elements and wet weather activities and after that was rafting, where the uber looking raft we designed failed to float. HEHE. after that was lunch , where we had fabulous chicken drumsticks. then later we had teambuilding games , which was actually very FUN bombarding between team x3m and team TOOT TOOT. it was very funny, as i remembered vividly the spastic face of trainer Ismail. okay after a few hours of pitching down of tents and area cleaning. we were off the campsite and boom. i was home. haha. that's all from the lazy blogger, leon.
sup. so , today we had NCC IMT thingy, which dragged on school hours from 1 to 5 as we had to travel all the way to sembawang from tanjong katong to take the IMT. i started off shooting those 25m canadian bull target well, with the precise aiming system of the M4A1 (is it? don't really know) but however i got quite bad aiming at the end due to my fatigue so i didn't score a marksman. oh well. anyway during the wait for everyone to finish their shooting, Chang Sheng was overwhelmed by horniness (is there such word?) as he spotted a really amazingly miraculously awesome beaut in the waiting room. so he was rantling on , oh, she is SO CHIO, trying to supress his need to tame his stick. (pretty) okay so after all the faeces (more civilised word to replace shit) travelling back to school and doing some pesky push ups i was on my way home where i wait for the bus 10 for like 45 minutes. okay. so, in that freaking bus 10 whose driver i would very much like to kill (nah , kidding. Hallehlujah), Lemeleon (that means me, melson and lemuel) saw Ian that dashing young tanned man full of moles with this WTFISHSOFREAKINGCHIOMIXEDBLOODPRETTYRATING296723OUTOF2 TKGS girl. seriously, Ian is good. haha. i guess they are an item as Ian sent her back home (i think). i was wondering if she knew Victoria (of tkg). however when i reached home i get bugged by this pest whom i shall not named but she types like this:
hahax meii youu laarhs. =) see yuu happiie loor.
see ii kneww ii was riight.
ii faiil historiie =( stupiid cherr.
dden yuu cann teachh miie =)
truely disgusting indeed. but i didn't wanna block her in her face because i don't wanna be mean. but she is indeed very desperate and she makes it seems that i'm interested in her as well. oh well. haven't matured, i guess.
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