hi blog. there's too much things on my mind now to blog properly, but i must say that i am emotionally unstable right now and i must say i am depressed. there's much thing that happen today, as i dreaded school but still i had to summon energy to drag my heavy foot to classes. today morning there was suppose to be a thermometer check and many idiots didn't bring their thermometer so because of their stupidity they spent their parent's hard earned money on temporary solutions. fcking morons. so, classes until later on there's CCA. fck, it was going well at first. today was johnathan and matthew last training with us and i was taken by surprise as today training was not as tormenting unlike the usual fcking training. the morale got real high until the end where i see that new fcking CO Mr Foo. being a bald head , i guess he lost his brains too. stop talking to me and others about getting the goals for ncc and stuff. please. i DONT give a FCK. if only he could be impaled by my glares, he would have been impaled countless times. of course , being a fcking cca , the seniors expects us to be there early to train before the cca recruitment. fck cca recruitment. those fcking bunch of moronic fools better not join ncc or else they will get their whole worthless life screwed upside down just like me. i am mentally depressed. i am submerged by the deluge of depression. fck, i have been wandering if life really has a purpose. with all the government shit and stuff there is no surprise why many teenagers succumb under the attack of depression. please, what stupid system that waste OUR life that those government plan. what "Teach less learn more", "5 day work week" , "LEAPS system" are just plan shit. SHIT. it's just wastage of life. wait. i think the whole world is fcked upside down anyway, by the thing people affectionately call money. with money you can get all the leisure and stuff like that and this encourages dumbasses leaders and companies and stuff like that. which started education to get a job! see, education is a plain wastage of life. 20 years of your life you invest your time into education. why can't humans just be carefree like animals, they do not have to use things to trade for their stuff. if they wanted something, they just defend it. money is like the root of all evil. kidnaps, maligns, lying , stealing , prositution.. etc.. and of course money is the cause of government and pesky schools. screw life once and for more. i'm not going for cca recruitment day anyway tomorrow. why should i? its my OWN life. not THEIRS. fckers. bye. oh wait, i should end with a song
drop the bomb and kill the people drop the airbombs in the square do it on the sunday morning while the idiots are at pray (i think this line sucks, im not an idiot) throw some candies in the courtyard watch the children gather round go and cock your empty rifles blast those little suckers down fire missiles at the school house as those teachers ring the bells watch the children die in laughter as the school house burn to hell push the old man off his wheelchair slap that granny in her face kick that pregnant (lady) down the buses let their sorrow make my day
indeed. mom, if your reading this. i love you for the things you've done for me. no, this is not a suicide note. oh wait, my family don't care about my worthless life anyway (:
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