i am leon ayaka
i am a guy (some mistake ayaka as a girl -_-)
i am a weirdo
i am a Christian
i am neat (compared to other guys! HAHA)
i have seriously sweating palms
i am a computer freak
i am a hardcore gamer
i am often attacked by depression
i am a noob basketballer
i am a heavy sleeper
i am a html amateur
i am not afraid of gross stuff (like dead bodies? -->> rotten.com)
i like mathematics
i like to submerge myself in techno
i like to cook (weird, huh?)
i like to type in ENGLISH
i like black
i like to be simple
i like healthy food (haha. who doesn't?)
i like to dance in dance music
i like to imagine things
i like to set unrealistic targets
i like to slack
i like the beat of drums
i have a good body
i have a colorful room
i often think too much
i prefer to be a loner
i only hang out with some
i hate "sh0 kawaii nehx" typings
i stink
i wear socks to sleep
i wanna have a superb gaming system
have you ever had a close encounter of a green , juicy looking steamed caterpillar just lying on that crunchy lushy green vegetable plate while your stomach rumbles like a magnitude 9.0 earthquake and you can't wait to devour food to stop those tremors? wait. in this case , i had to think twice. thanks to my sharpness i spotted a nice looking whole piece caterpillar in the dish, with legs intact and those nice segments visible. normally a times, your reaction would be YUCK! I DONT WANT TO EAT ANYMORE KAY THANKS BYE. bye not for me. i am a weirdo. i went to pick that cute little mr caterpillar up and placed it on my plate . haha , time for some operation. doctor leon on the way! don't worry mr caterpillar , we will use those high voltage shock paddles on you! after some time of disecting and some tedious biology work and observing the internal organs , looks like mr caterpillar has no hope :( so there it goes, down that rubbish chute. hope he had a good day getting steamed in 100 degree celcius in the afternoon when that catering company prepared this dinner.
its really nice to see how many new non believers turning to Jesus. hallelujah. that's what happened during the cre8ive consate on saturday and sunday nights, when my church invited this band from australia to spread the good gospel to many non believers , who were either tricked or convinced or dragged by their friends! good work people! haha. songs were solid. electrifying. anyway, during the preaching session of the consate, the preacher, john james, ex-member of the band newboys , told a recount of his personal life and how Jesus helped him. the message was indeed powerful and impacted many people who had never knew Jesus before. what makes christianity such different from other religions , like buddhism? it is love. my God sent his Son down to earth 2000 years ago, not to condemn or put down people, but to actually die for their sins (evil things they did such as saying lies, adultery etc) in the most painful torture one can ever experience. therefore, i'm proud to say that Jesus rocks! if you haven't know him yet and want to know him, come and tell me. i'll bring you to the church where you can feel the presence of the heavenly Father. no wait, church is not like those kind that you have watched on television programmes , where there is this dimly lit building with a big cross on the wall and stained glass windows by the side with a old pastor in white preaching and wooden benches for people who are sitting there , almost dazing off. the church in this new generation is vibrant and filled with life! come with me to church if you ever wanted to experience God in a vibrant way, with a worship band and youngsters jumping in the beat of those hard rock worship songs! (: God bless you as you read this today!
yo guys. havewn't updated my blog for a few days so i decided to do it. bla. the flu bug has been spreading around through that cold air few days ago due to that heavy downpour for the whole week. that weather is so sleep-able! anyway, flu has got me. nice one, mr flu. that irritating running nose is getting up my nerves. but my rampage didnt stop that tsunami of mucus from flowing down the drainage system of my nose. lol. and my nose is like a one sided dam, blocking the mucus occasionally, blocking intake of oxygen as well. blah. i meant blocking nose. okay so anyway i've been loosing my grip on studies for more entertainment (i need it) from stress. so i've been trying to buck up my DotA skills once again. blah. anyway, when i came home today i saw this couple, they were interlocking their hands and letting it go whenever they saw someone approaching. surely i must say this bring back some fond memories between me and her, but i wonder, will this couple have the same ending? find out in the next episode of, Ayaka's Blog (just kiddin')
hello blog. today was quite of a normal day at school until that A Maths lecture. blah. it was on this maths topic named Remainder Theorem. the teacher spoke at the speed of machine gun so i was like a needle lost in a haystack. but its okay, miracles happens and well it goes ting! and i understood the theorem a little. a little is enough , for me lol. after that lecture i went back straight home. gah, its been raining continuously in this few days and Mr Mosquito started breeding lots of their own kind. then he gathered the best of the commanders which led the many squads of irritating buzzling mosquitoes to attack the different households. but luckily for me, i had built up a stronghold strong enough to witheld their vicious attacks. they had now decided to beat to a retreat and a victory was on over them! haha. baygon owns. anyway, during the bus journey to home, my mind was in a sea of thoughts while i was cracking my head over those killer a maths sums. halfway during the trip there was this group of chai chee secondary pupils and they were like so noisy la. then they started scaring the tkgs girls also. then there were those lovey dovey couples. so i was like reflecting. they are just wasting their youth in playing and dating and not studying so next time they can't do really much in the world and have low income.. this world is cruel so without a degree you can't get too high. yup. not my problem anyway, lol. okay. that's it for today! not mushy and lengthy ya? xD
hi blog. there's too much things on my mind now to blog properly, but i must say that i am emotionally unstable right now and i must say i am depressed. there's much thing that happen today, as i dreaded school but still i had to summon energy to drag my heavy foot to classes. today morning there was suppose to be a thermometer check and many idiots didn't bring their thermometer so because of their stupidity they spent their parent's hard earned money on temporary solutions. fcking morons. so, classes until later on there's CCA. fck, it was going well at first. today was johnathan and matthew last training with us and i was taken by surprise as today training was not as tormenting unlike the usual fcking training. the morale got real high until the end where i see that new fcking CO Mr Foo. being a bald head , i guess he lost his brains too. stop talking to me and others about getting the goals for ncc and stuff. please. i DONT give a FCK. if only he could be impaled by my glares, he would have been impaled countless times. of course , being a fcking cca , the seniors expects us to be there early to train before the cca recruitment. fck cca recruitment. those fcking bunch of moronic fools better not join ncc or else they will get their whole worthless life screwed upside down just like me. i am mentally depressed. i am submerged by the deluge of depression. fck, i have been wandering if life really has a purpose. with all the government shit and stuff there is no surprise why many teenagers succumb under the attack of depression. please, what stupid system that waste OUR life that those government plan. what "Teach less learn more", "5 day work week" , "LEAPS system" are just plan shit. SHIT. it's just wastage of life. wait. i think the whole world is fcked upside down anyway, by the thing people affectionately call money. with money you can get all the leisure and stuff like that and this encourages dumbasses leaders and companies and stuff like that. which started education to get a job! see, education is a plain wastage of life. 20 years of your life you invest your time into education. why can't humans just be carefree like animals, they do not have to use things to trade for their stuff. if they wanted something, they just defend it. money is like the root of all evil. kidnaps, maligns, lying , stealing , prositution.. etc.. and of course money is the cause of government and pesky schools. screw life once and for more. i'm not going for cca recruitment day anyway tomorrow. why should i? its my OWN life. not THEIRS. fckers. bye. oh wait, i should end with a song
drop the bomb and kill the people
drop the airbombs in the square
do it on the sunday morning
while the idiots are at pray (i think this line sucks, im not an idiot)
throw some candies in the courtyard
watch the children gather round
go and cock your empty rifles
blast those little suckers down
fire missiles at the school house
as those teachers ring the bells
watch the children die in laughter
as the school house burn to hell
push the old man off his wheelchair
slap that granny in her face
kick that pregnant (lady) down the buses
let their sorrow make my day
indeed. mom, if your reading this. i love you for the things you've done for me. no, this is not a suicide note. oh wait, my family don't care about my worthless life anyway (:
hi blog! i must hand my hats off to those pesky retarded mosquitoes. even though i killed mr mosquito a few weeks ago after his irritating itchy scratchy wacky bites, i managed to squash it with such immense pressure that it's worthless body got squashed flat and blood began to splurt out from its fragile blood vessels. good job indeed, seeing his blood splurt made my day. that sucker finally had a golden opportunity to go to hell. too bad, it met his maker. his death brought about peace and tranquility untill quite a few days ago where another resemblance of him started to invaded my flesh. freaking hell, it sucked my blood like my blood is made out of rose syrup. bites everyday and the itchiness was unbearable and it led to my uncontrollable fury that triggered off to frequent terrible curses and vulgarity to that cold empty air. out of anger, i almost tried to call that handy pest exterminator in the neighbourhood. stupid mosquito deserves to die upteen times to compensate for the anti-climax mood i recieved when i was salivating during my sweet precious sleep in bed which i needed badly. shit, it's presence just made me wake up from my sleep and triggered off sleepless nights and soon insomnia will start to dawn on me. bleh. to end it off, i believe everyone wants those pesky dracula in an act cute insect form to be extinct after some mass massacre by those swift pest exterminators. amen? amen. (:
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